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Meditations on change

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Despite our carefully laid plans, the lives of our projects and the projects of our lives often hinge on events we have little control over. Robert Chia stresses this point in his wonderful book, Strategy without Design:

“Ambitious strategic plans, the ‘big picture’ approach that seeks a lasting solution or competitive advantage through large-scale transformations, often end up undermining their own potential effectiveness because they overlook the fine details of everyday happenings at ‘ground zero’ level.”

At one level we know this, yet we act out our personal and work lives as if it were not so.

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In business (and life!) we are exhorted to think before doing. My boss tells me I need to think about my team’s workplan for next year; my wife tells me I need to think about the future. Thinking is at the centre of our strategies, blueprints, plans etc.  – the things that supposedly propel our lives into a imagined, better future. 

The exhortation to make detailed plans of what we are going to do is a call to think before acting.  As Descartes famously wrote, cogito ergo sum:  thinking establishes our being.

But is that really so?

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In his posthumously published book, Angels Fear, Gregory Bateson noted that:

“There is a discrepancy of logical type between “think” and “be”. Descartes is trying to jump from the frying pan of thought, ideas, images, opinions, arguments etc., into the fire of existence and action. But that jump itself is unmapped. Between two such contrasting universes there can be no “ergo” – no totally self-evident link. There is no looking before leaping from “cogito” to “sum”

The gap between our plans and reality is analogous to the gap between thought and action. There is ample advice on how to think, but very little on how to act in difficult situations. This gap is, I think, at the heart of the problem that Chia articulates in his writings on emergent approaches to strategy.  

Understanding this at the intellectual level is one thing. Grasping it experientially is quite another. For, as they say, there is no better way to learn than through experience. 

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A few weeks ago, I attended a 10-day Vipassana course at the Dhamma Bhumi centre in Blackheath. Late April is a beautiful time in the Blue Mountains, with glorious sunshine and autumn colours just starting to turn. A perfect setting to reflect and meditate.

Vipassana, which means insight in Pali, is a meditation technique that revolves around observing the often-transient sensations one encounters across one’s body without reacting to them  (for example, that itch at the back of your head right now).

The objective is to develop a sense of equanimity in the face of an ever-changing world. Strangely, it seems to work: the simple act of observing sensations without reacting to them, if done in the right away and for long enough, has a subtle influence on how one perceives and responds to events in the world.

Now, I would not go so far as to say the experience was life changing, but it has certainly made me more aware of the many little incidents and encounters of everyday life and,  more importantly, better mediate my reactions to them.  That said, it is still very much work in progress.

Buddhist metaphysics suggests that the practice of Vipassana helps one (gradually) understand that it is futile to force change or attempt to bend the world to one’s will. Such acts invariably end in disappointment and frustration; any planned change aimed at achieving a well-defined, stable end-state will miss the mark because the world is Heraclitean: ever-changing and impermanent. 

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Heraclitus famously asserted that everything is in motion all the time or all things in the world are constantly changing. Hidden in that statement is a paradox: if everything is changing all the time, then it is nigh impossible to pinpoint what exactly is changing. Why? Because nothing in the universe is stable – see Bateson’s article, Orders of Change, for more on this.

Lewis Carroll describes this paradox in a conversation between Alice and the Caterpillar in Chapter 5 of Alice in Wonderland:

“Who are you?” said the Caterpillar.

This was not an encouraging opening for a conversation. Alice replied, rather shyly, “I—I hardly know, sir, just at present—at least I know who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.”

“What do you mean by that?” said the Caterpillar sternly. “Explain yourself!”

“I can’t explain myself, I’m afraid, sir,” said Alice, “because I’m not myself, you see.”

If the world is ever-changing then so is one’s own identity, not to mention the identities of everything else around us. This brings up a raft of interesting philosophical questions that I neither have the time nor expertise to confront. 

However, I can write about my lived experiences.

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Anapana is a breathing technique taught as a prelude to learning Vipassana. The technique involves focusing on the sensations caused by breathing – for example, the coolness felt above the upper lip on an incoming breath and the corresponding warmth on exhalation.

After a day or two of intense practice I became reasonable at it. So much so that at times deep in a Anapana session, it felt like the observer and the observed were distinct entities: the “I” who was watching me breathe was no longer the me who was being watched.

This was disconcerting. I asked the teacher what was going on.

His terse reply: “don’t worry about it, just do what you are doing.”

At the time his response felt deeply unsatisfying. It was only later I understood: as Wittgenstein famously noted in the final line of the Tractatus: whereof one cannot speak, thereof one must be silent.

Some things are best experienced and learnt through experience than spoken (or written about) or taught explicitly.

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An organisation is a complex system in which much of the complexity arises from the multiple pathways of interaction between the people who comprise it. The objective of an organisational strategy (of any kind) is to get all those people working purposefully towards a well-defined set of goals. Such a strategy is invariably accompanied by a roadmap that describes what needs to be done to achieve those objectives.  Very often the actions are tightly scripted and controlled by those in charge.

But those who wish to control change are no different from those who believe in a chimerical stability: they are today’s Parmenideans. Many years ago, the cybernetician and organisational theorist, Stafford Beer, wrote:

“The most famous of the believers in change was Heraclitus, working in Ephesus, best known for teaching that everything is in constant flux. It was he who wrote that you cannot step into the same river twice. But just down the road the philosophers of Elea were contending that change is impossible. Parmenides, for example, taught that all change is inconceivable – its appearance an illusion. All this in 500 BC. The argument rages on. Today’s management scone is typified in my experience by people fervidly preaching change to people who fervently embrace change – on condition that nothing alters.”

A little later in the same piece, he notes, “Society is Heraclitian; but Parmenides is in charge

One could say the same for organisations.

But then, the question is:  if tightly scripted and controlled approaches to strategy don’t work, what does?

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The technique of Vipassana is simple, straightforward and can be summarised in a few lines:

The basic procedure is to scan (turn one’s attention to) all parts of the body in sequence, objectively observing the sensations one feels on each part. A sensation is anything that comes to your attention. It could be temperature, humidity, itchiness, pressure, strain, pain etc. Although one is immediately aware of relatively intense sensations itches and pains, one is typically not attuned to the subtle, ephemeral sensations experienced across one’s entire body all the time. The technique forces one to focus on the latter in an equanimous manner – i.e., without reacting to them. Instead, one uses these sensations to guide the pace at which one does the scan. See this reddit post for more.

The simplicity is deceptive.

It was sometime in the latter half of the course – may be day 6 or 7 – I realised that a key aspect of the technique is its indirectness. The sense of balance and equanimity I was practising during meditation was, almost imperceptibly, spilling over into other aspects of my life. I found myself being more relaxed about small things I would normally get upset about. Not always, of course, but more often than I used to.

Habits of a lifetime take a while to change, and the trick to changing them seems to centre around taking an oblique or indirect route.

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In a paper published in 2014, Robert Chia noted that:

“Managing change then is more about small, timely and quiet insertions made to release the immanent forces of change always already present in every organizational situation. Change then appears unexceptionally as a naturally occurring phenomenon; it does not attract undue attention and does not generate unnecessary anxieties. Obliqueness of engagement is key to managing sustainable change in a world that is itself ever-changing.”

From personal experience – and more about that in a moment – I can attest that such an indirect approach to change, which leverages latent possibilities within the organisation, really does work. Akin to natural evolution, it is about repurposing or exapting what is at hand to move in a direction that takes one to a better place.

As Chia wrote,

“The Emergent perspective emphasizes a ‘bottoms up’ approach to change and views outcomes as the result of the cumulative and oftentimes ‘piecemeal’ adaptive actions taken in situ by organizational members in learning to cope with the exigencies of organizational situations.”

So, back to the question I hinted at earlier: how does one act in such a manner?

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Strangely, few if any proponents of the Emergent perspective have offered any advice on how to develop and implement strategy in an indirect manner. As Bateson once noted,

“What is lacking is a theory of action within large complex systems, where the active agent is himself a part and a product of the system.”

A couple of sentences later, Bateson offers a route to a possible solution:

“It seems also that great teachers and therapists avoid all direct attempts to influence the action of others and, instead, try to provide the settings or contexts in which some (usually imperfectly specified) change may occur.”

An indirect approach to change must focus on creating a context in which change can happen of its own accord.

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Participants in a Vipassana course are required to abide by a code of discipline for the entire period of the course At first I thought some of the restrictions were over the top – for example, complete silence, no reading or writing. Now I know that is not so:  the rules are necessary for creating a context in which an individual can initiate serious changes in his or her outlook and way of life.

By day three I no longer missed having my phone, journals or reading materials at hand. When the weather permitted, I spent the time between meditation sessions walking on the tracks within the centre compound. On rainy days I would just sit and reflect on the things going on in my head.

Practising the technique seems to evoke all kinds of thoughts, memories and emotions.  As we were informed in one of the evening discourses these are all expected  natural reactions caused by the process of learning Vipassana in the right context. The serene physical environment and the code of discipline provided that context.

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To be clear, creating a context for good things to happen does not guarantee a specific outcomes, let alone positive ones. The Vipassana experience is highly personal: no two people doing it will have the same experience. Yet, the context is the key because creates conditions in which beneficial outcomes are more likely to occur than harmful ones. This is reflected in the overwhelming number of people who speak positively about the experience.

As I have discussed in an earlier piece , there are many actions from which one might reasonably expect positive changes without knowing upfront, in detail, what exactly those changes are. This is exactly what Bateson was getting at when he wrote about good teachers (or change agents) who are somehow able to create “settings or contexts in which some (usually imperfectly specified) change may occur.”

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In the late 1990s, a group from MIT Media worked on a multi- year project to introduce students in rural Thailand to new learning approaches based on computing technologies. In the early stages of the project, it became evident that standard pedagogical approaches would not work for these students, not because of a lack of ability or intelligence but due a lack of relevance. To address this, the group created a context that would motivate the students to learn. They did this by demonstrating how the technology could help address problems the villagers faced – such as building a dam to store water.

The change in approach made all the difference: once students could relate the new technology to issues that they could relate to, learning came for free.  They called this approach Emergent Design.

When I came across the MIT work about a dozen years ago, I  realised it could be applied to problems of organisational change (indeed, David Cavallo – one of the MIT team – mentions that specifically in his PhD thesis). Since then, I have applied variations of Emergent Design in distinct organisational settings, ranging from multinationals to not for profits and government agencies. Although the broad approach I took was inspired by the MIT work, it gradually took on a life and identity of its own.

I have described my take on Emergent Design in brief in this article and in detail in this book.  However, if I were asked to summarise the key to Emergent Design, I would echo Bateson in saying that it is largely about creating a context in which good stuff can happen.  Doing this successfully requires the change agent to develop a deep understanding of the organisation and the way it works, and then initiating small changes that enable it to evolve in a positive direction.

Evolution is a slow process, but far more likely to succeed than revolution (see this article for an elaboration of this point).

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In a lecture on Intelligence, Experience and Evolution, delivered at the Naropa Institute in 1975, Bateson started with the remark, “what goes on inside is what goes on outside.”  He was referring to the deep analogy between human learning and natural evolution (see Chapter 6 of his book, Mind and Nature, for an elaboration of the analogy). In essence, learning and evolution are processes of change which are context dependent.  Both processes are essentially based on gradual improvement through trial and error, and context plays a key role by constraining  successive iterations of trial and error to move in productive directions.

Bateson’s analogy between what goes on in our heads and on the outside assumes an even greater significance for me when I view my experiences over ten years doing organisational change via Emergent Design through the lens of the ten days I spent learning Vipassana in Blackheath. The key lesson it brought home to me is that true, lasting change – whether at the societal, organisational or personal level – is best achieved through a gradual, evolutionary process which mirrors what goes on both on the inside and the outside.

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Written by K

May 19, 2025 at 9:39 pm

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  1. great read Kailash

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    venkykris123

    May 20, 2025 at 8:26 am

  2. Twenty years ago a younger friend went for a course in Vipasana at a centre on the outskirts of our city. I met her the evening she had completed the program at a party. She, the very occasional drinker, knocked back 6 tequila shots that evening. Vipasana might have had something to do with it 🤔

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    ravinthomas

    May 30, 2025 at 1:43 am

    • Interesting, but not surprising at all. I have 3 stories from my Vipassana experience that might help explain:

      First story:

      When a colleague at work heard I had signed up for the course, he said, “Ah, you’re doing the Vipassana thing. I’ve done it five times.”

      “Five times!” I responded, “Why?”

      “It’s different every time mate.”

      So much depends on one’s frame of mind when one is doing the course. This is something I understood only while I was doing it.

      Second story:

      There was a well-travelled Big 4 consultant in my cohort, who on the last day (when we were allowed to break our vow of silence) expressed his deep disappointment with the experience.

      “I didn’t feel any vibrations,” he said.

      I gently suggested that he might have missed the point, to which he responded that he totally understands Vipassana because he had a) done a course before and b) read extensively about the the logic behind it.

      Third story:

      On the second day, one of the participants sidled up to me furtively and asked, “how’s this meditation thing going for you?”

      I didn’t want to break the vow of silence, but I didn’t want to be rude either. So I looked at him and shrugged. I don’t know if that helped, but he walked away and never spoke to me after – not even on the last day (so perhaps it didn’t help, and he considered my response rude)

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      My point: people – and even the same person at different times -respond to the discipline and work required very differently. So, six Tequila shots is a perfectly understandable response to the experience.

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      K

      May 30, 2025 at 7:12 am

      • Alice replied, rather shyly, “I—I hardly know, sir, just at present—at least I know who I was when I got up this morning, but I think I must have been changed several times since then.”

        “What do you mean by that?” said the Caterpillar sternly. “Explain yourself!”

        “I can’t explain myself, I’m afraid, sir,” said Alice, “because I’m not myself, you see.”

        If I could remember this, while in any interaction, the experience would be so much more positive.

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        ravinthomas

        May 30, 2025 at 9:59 am

        • Indeed 🙂

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          K

          May 30, 2025 at 11:24 am

        • Unfortunately I work with this Alice person. Whatever progress we make in a meeting ends up with a follow-up meeting being scheduled on what turns out to be Groundhog Day, which apparently isn’t restricted to February 2 nor even just one day per year!

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          David

          October 16, 2025 at 9:15 am

          • Yes, I can relate to this. However, isn’t there a shift in Alice’s attitude from meeting to meeting, even if only small?

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            K

            October 24, 2025 at 8:50 pm

  3. Enjoyed your comments above almost as much as the article. Thanks for making so many wonderful links.

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    peter mccue

    June 2, 2025 at 12:09 pm

    • Thanks for reading and taking the time to comment Peter…and I’m sure you know who the colleague in the first story is!

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      K

      June 2, 2025 at 7:35 pm

  4. The planets must be aligned because, right after listening to a podcaster talk about his positive experience at a Vipassana retreat, I read your article and it spurred me into action. I have now signed up for the next 10-day retreat at Dhamma Aloka in August. It’s been three decades since I last took part in a multi-day retreat — a Zen koan retreat in the Welsh mountains — so this one may be quite challenging!

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    eddieosh

    June 21, 2025 at 1:50 pm

    • Fantastic! I got a lot out of the experience and I hope you will too. A suggestion: you may want to read William Hart’s book on Vipassana before you do the course (https://www.amazon.com.au/Art-Living-Vipassana-Meditation-Taught/dp/0060637242) – it’s an excellent introduction to the rationale behind the technique.

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      K

      June 21, 2025 at 8:48 pm

      • Thanks for the recommendation K! Just downloaded the Kindle version.

        Ed

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        eddieosh

        June 22, 2025 at 11:44 am

      • I got back on Sunday from my ten-day Vipassana Āloka retreat. It was hard! The toughest retreat I’ve ever done. There’s nowhere to hide – raw, stripped back, and at times confronting. It was just me on my mat with my thoughts for hours at a time.

        By day four I’m in so much physical pain, not having meditated like this for decades, that my mind is getting more and more wild to distract me from the agony in my upper back; I’m nearly at breaking point and decide I’ll try anything so swap to a classic Zen kneeling position. It works (that and the yoga massage ball I find in my room) and the pain subsides but moves to my knees, at least now I can cope and get back to my meditation.

        We switch to the full Vipassana meditation technique on day five; it’s a grind but I start to get the hang of it, very slowly though – no golden enlightenment for this old guy, not in this lifetime at least! The days start to merge into one and I become more in tune with the daily schedule. The pressure in my head starts to build, the thoughts come think and fast, and are becoming increasingly bizarre; I call it my tarpit of the mind, disgorging old skeletons and belching swamp gas. By the close of day my brain is fizzing, I sleep deeply each night and the 4am gong doesn’t bother me, I’m usually awake before then anyway.

        Things come to a head on day eight. I’m in a constant battle with my thoughts and feel like I’m losing; I take the opportunity to speak to the teacher. Be objective he says, just note that a thought has arisen and will pass – anicca, anicca, anicca! It helps immensely, the penny drops and Goenka’s recordings make sense now, I’ve just been very slow on the uptake.

        Day nine is when things start to hum and the last day is a good introduction back into the world now that we are allowed to speech with each other. On the last night everything collapses in a heap when I just can’t sleep, I get up at 2am and meditate for an hour and then have a fitful sleep until the morning gong. A rough way to end, and a tough transition back, most likely a disquiet about returning to ‘normality’, but at least I have a solid meditation practice to take home.

        This makes it sound like some sort of bootcamp, but only for me and where I was at the time. It was a hard reset and recalibration that I definitely needed and that was long overdue. Others reported a much more benign experience and didn’t push themselves as hard. I should have sought guidance much sooner and not toughed it out for so long. The extreme physical pain was unnecessary, and I could have made myself more comfortable much earlier, but it was a whetstone that I used to hone my blade, so it didn’t go to waste.

        Would I do another retreat given all of the above? Yes. I’ve had a step-change in both my mindset and meditation practice. I feel that I could slip back into the work with relative ease. The challenge lies in the day-to-day life and making a regular daily practice a habit like brushing my teeth, something that just comes naturally. Would I recommend the retreat to others? As I told a friend, I wouldn’t not recommend it. The retreat is safe, secure, warm and comfortable, and the structure is simple and clear, with support available if needed. However, you need to be at the right stage in your life and in the right frame of mind to want to make the commitment.

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        eddieosh

        September 11, 2025 at 5:58 pm

        • Thanks so much for the detailed account of your Vipassana experience. Mine was similar overall, though different in the particulars.

          A day into the practice – day five I think it was – I was overwhelmed by memories long forgotten. Apart from the emotions they evoked, I found it unnerving that there are things I know but don’t know I know – a feeling I found hard to shake off for the remainder of my stay.

          Physically, I found the first three days most uncomfortable. So much so that I asked the assistant teacher for a chair on day two. He just looked at me with a smile and declined. I’m grateful that he did because I got used to it a day or two later and from then on the physical aspect bothered me much less. This was admittedly made easier because I’d asked for a backrest (something I now routinely recommend when anyone asks me for advice about doing the course).

          Now, three months after the course, I still try to meditate for at least 45 mins a day, but with varying degrees of success / concentration. The world always does its best to intrude, but I guess the whole point of the practice is to learn how to maintain one’s equilibrium despite that. Early in the game I realised that trying to actively block out disturbances does not work. Instead, the trick seems to be to accept the hurly-burly as a natural part of the process and focus on the only thing one can control – i.e., one’s reactions. The ten days at the centre showed me that it is possible to do so. But – as you know – turning that possibility into sustained practice is more than hard work.

          Thanks again for your story, it reaffirms my resolve to continue as best I can.

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          K

          September 20, 2025 at 11:25 am

  5. I had never heard the term Emergent Design before reading your article, however the concept seemed familiar. After further reading I realized that I misunderstood the general concept.

    But in regards to:

    “It seems also that great teachers and therapists avoid all direct attempts to influence the action of others and, instead, try to provide the settings or contexts in which some (usually imperfectly specified) change may occur.”

    …my experience with architecting system solutions was that I would strive to create situations in which it was simply much easier and in the best circumstances a pleasure to do things the correct way rather than baulk at the controls and restrictions that were necessary. Too often I would work with people who only focused on implementing the controls and restrictions (the rules) without providing a payoff to the affected user.

    I also see a stark contrast between the need being discovered with the Thai students to link new lessons to past cultural experiences versus your description(s) of Vipasana retreats that require blind, patient acceptance that not all can achieve.

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    David

    October 16, 2025 at 9:45 am

    • Thanks for reading, David, and for taking the time to comment.

      I absolutely agree that it is best to create situations in which one can do things the correct way. This is the domain of best practice. Problem is, for open-ended problems there is no prescribed correct way. One must find a path by successive trial and error. Here’s where Bateson advice re creating the right conditions (contexts, settings) works well: as there is no right way, one should aim to create a context which is conducive to the discovery of a good-enough way.

      And yes, there is a stark difference between Cavallo’s example re the Thai students and the practice of Vipassana. The point I’m making – admittedly, not very well – is that both are about creating contexts in which (imperfectly specified) good things can happen.

      Emergent Design is less about following specific rules or practices than creating contexts in which people can find ways to make change happen.

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      K

      October 24, 2025 at 8:52 pm


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